SO FAR/SO GOOD

 Sat with a cup of coffee in my new home. It has bulging windows just like the ones I dreamt to have when I was ten, a beautiful big yellow kitchen that makes you feel like Jamie Oliver and venetian blinds. 

Emotionally drained.

Can't wait for tomorrow to get out of this place. No more immature and manipulative 50 y olds, no more Epic Failure. Like I've kept repeating during this day "I'm just emotionally drained". From this point, things can only get better.

Two more nights.

YES, if you haven't figure that out by now, my latest addiction is called gif's. Perticularly webcam ones of myself. To emphasize my mood I was today rather innovative; making a slow version (the creativity is overflowing). I'm so happy I got out of today alive, don't have any energy for anything other than sitting in my bed staring at the walls with dried mascara tears on my cheeks. Mondays <3

Love that moment when you've lost your glasses and you can't find them anywhere because you can't actually SEE them (then again, I guess no one can really see them if you're smart enough to, for some strange reason, store them under the duvet.)

9:21 pm ...Or that moment when you walk around looking for your towel just to realize that it's actually wrapped around your head. 

Last Sunday in Willsbridge

Been cleaning out my drawers for four hours (I collect waaay too much stuff, I'm worse than a hamster), gone to the clothing collection point and dropped off some stuff, managed to close my big blue bag without too much violence, had a picnic by myself by the St Annes Church. Gonna spend the rest of the evening watching british sitcoms, yay me. 

- Here, you look like a very happy couple, um, are you? 
- Yeah. 
- Yeah? So, so, how do you account for it? 
- Uh, I'm very shallow and empty and I have no ideas and nothing interesting to say. 
- And I'm exactly the same way. 

The only way you can make me stay/is if you give me more/so I can stay this way

10 centimetres shorter.

"'We're in England', that's our excuse for everything
but that's alright, you know, cause
- we're in England"
-Maria Alejandra Uribe